Janice Teoh윤 진

Somebody i gonna let go..

2011-04-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

I just wonder why some one u thought will love u and care about u, but they unwilling to sacrifice for u..Aren't i'm not so important for him or her?? Perhaps... But i know whether this is gonna happen or not, i will not that care anymore. Just love myself more will be much more happier ...

Degree life..sucks!!!

2011-03-07T06:44:00.000-08:00

I just realize not really fun at all when proceed to degree. Is rushing with the time with those assignment and presentation, and one more is the mid term and final test..=.=so annoying. Why we can't just enjoy the life in university but have to busy till like hell......................I hate it !!

"pray"

2010-12-17T00:07:00.000-08:00

Nothing gonna happen..By now, i really hope that it wont happen on me...Feel terrible when knowing the chances to happen is high...Pray as much as i can, please don't let it happen on me...PLSSSSSS....

Foundation life gonna to be end soon!!

2010-12-11T23:28:00.001-08:00

Whoah....3rd sem already, gonna say good bye to all my friends..T^T ...Then later on, will meet new friend lo, hehe...I really really miss the time when we together lo, but i will keep in touch with them gei, because we still in the same faculty what...haha...(cat, zhiying, baba, sze hui, nanny, Maria, a Foong and others)>< Miss uuuuu!!~~hehe..I want to say thank you and sorry to all of you if i did anything wrong or act, pai sehhhhhhhhh^^ Btw, have to gambateh for our degree, do our best ya!!!~~GAMBATEH....우리가 간다！！！！！！！

Sem 3 of foundation~~

2010-10-30T09:06:00.000-07:00

Am i too emotional? Why currently i feel losing myself..I wonder why this year i have so many doubtful minds...Is really troubled me...Sometimes i feel that i'm tough, i can handle what it has happening on me, but when the time is come, i cant really get to step forward or even face it..Am i too weak? I wanna be strong, and i wanna be tough, I don't want to hide myself at the corner and drop my tears...

can you tell me why?

2010-07-21T06:12:00.001-07:00

If u say it out, i may think about it ..why not you just tell me the truth, so i may take a consideration wad..haix... i just need your clarify,thats all!!

2010 semester 1, Jan 18- April 30......

2010-04-17T01:36:00.000-07:00

In this semester,i had met a lot of friends. Those pro in Math,and those who are just average or even bad attitude. I had learnt about how to be more cheerful when get into some troubles, but i'm still who i am. When i have a friend that has a lot of bad attitude, i will try to tell them the truth and i would also like to accept their critics about me, is just fair enough! But what i really want is, i want to be more determination in my learning way. Is quite tough for me to do that, because i will lost concentration after fews hours,haix. And i wish that what i learn in these period, i can apply it on the coming final exam. *God bless me*^^

13th jan 2010

2010-01-13T06:21:00.000-08:00

This is my 1st day of orientation..hmm..still okay lo!My 1st friend is an Indian..Quite fresh of feelings...Then,just follow d activities there...Also mix v some new friends,Chinese...haha!!And so on,have a campus tour,walking nonstop!!Tired!!

2/11/2009,is a nightmare for me!!

2009-11-03T07:52:00.000-08:00

U know wat,i should nt be so confident that i will doing well in this test!!huh!!high expectation,bt what i get finally!!damn fed up!!!!!!CORRUPTION IS RIFE!!!!!!hate it,bt i cant do anything bside grumble over this & that!haix...

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2009-11-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

Haha,is a new design of my title,free illustration!!^^hmm,blog is one of the place tat i can express the feelings i hav: depress,sadness,exciting or watever la!!jus very comfortable with typing all d feelings n wat i hav go through v!!i love it so much!!

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2009-10-27T08:55:00.001-07:00

i miss that time!!just feel free while i was still in secondary school...not even think about wat i hav to do,wat i suppose to do,and i'm free from stress.Btw,i know that we have to grow up & be mature enough to handle the matters u should be ,& i just realise that i indeed nt dare to face my fears..yet,i hav to...probably tis is the only way to make me feel comfortable in joining this society soon...so,i will choose nt to escape bt i will dare to face it!!because i realise that this is the only way to strenghthen my heart,mind and my soul...thx to all my lovely friends n my family too...i will rather i was still in the well position in anywhere anytime,so that what i gain i will never forget or even lost it,because these r all my sweetest memories forever & ever....END>>> BY:Rae Teoh Yun Zhen

ya!!my future should nt be controlled by anyone bt me!!

2009-10-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

i never heard that if anyone follow whats their parents or friends' opinion,he or she definitely will succeeded in everytgs he/she does!!i confident to myself that,i will never feel regret in watever i did in my life!!i'm totally being a responsible human in my life & future!Nothing will affect me & what i hav to do is i will face the reality in living in tis country,or i will be tough enough to joining this society & tats all i wanna my life to be!!End....

@#$%!&^%(Tired laa!!)

2009-10-09T19:27:00.000-07:00

30/9/09-Huh,is was my 1st day to drive a car..^^Is excited,enjoyable,memorable,challenging,Wat else i can describe about my complicated feeling??hahaha...yup!Fantastic...hehe..Bt i felt tired too..CZ i have a pain in the back n my hands too..Damn tingle...Today was my brother's birthday too..I thought i can celebrate with him.. Haix..

1/10/09-Today...a normal day...i was still learnt to drove today..Is getting worst..haha..coz i reaaly no idea with the controlled of d clutch n accelerator..hmm..Bt i will try my best to solve it..hehe^^coz....U NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU CAN DO TILL YOU TRY...right??

Life

2009-09-26T10:57:00.000-07:00

What is life?doubt...Feels discontented with my life,about my future?my relationship between friends and i?or my FAMILY????Everytimes having this feelings,i will told myself -cannot let my tears dropped over my cheeks....BE TOUGH....Sincerely hoping that all the friends arounds me will having the sweetest memories with their love one...^^

Janice's diary

2009-09-21T03:06:00.000-07:00

"Out of difficulties,makes miracle",i like this words,just because of it manage to help me whenever somethings had happened to me..But now,i feels doubt in everythings i do..it is my own attitude had dropped me to becomes this?i really confused with it..Fear is the mind killer,is the little death that brings destruction..i will face my fear,i will let it pass over me and through me..When it has gone pass me,i will turns to see fears path..When the fears gone,there will be nothing,and only i will remains..

Still fresh of minds,my beloved coach,whats he had told us was"The Band Never Sleep".."You all have to practice hard,be wisely to full utilized your precious practice time in order to upgrade the band and the best will be imminent"..i know that a band just like a mini society,there are various characteristics,i must integrate the means of tolerance and teamwork but avoid prejudice and selfishness..When i still holding the pose as a bandleader on year 2008,there are too many memorable,happy or depressing was happened that time.But i really appreciate what i had learnt from my teachers,what types of friends i had met,and those memories will lasting forever and ever..Thanks to all the person that i have together with,and those kind -hearted person that lend me a hand when i getting trouble,i hope all of you are well doing in your future and keep in touch!!!